im experiencing hell.
i dont know what u want now. i really dont. can u at least tell me whether u wna give me up or what. can u tell me what u want. and if u're happier without me, fine. i'll leave u alone. and its not bcos i want t leave you, but its because i want u to be happy. i really want u t be happy. do u know that. do u even try t understand. do u even care abt me now. hah. i seriously doubt so. i miss you like hell. u told me its exams so we're not talking. and now its after exams. and we're still not talking. hah. im not a god damn fool, idiot. i am not any three-year-old u lie to. i have brains that think. i have feelings, and i have my heart. stead? stead my foot. hah, i bet thats not even you who sent that msg. i dont want your friends t send me anymore msges. cos they really hurt me bad. you know every fucking time u reply me with a question mark, it made me so furious? i wanted t be angry with you, but i cant. i really cant. i cant bring myself to do that. what they sent were what i really want to hear from you. i dont know what to do now. im in such a dilemma. prolly u've forgotten about me. hah.. then i'll be dumb and foolish and silly and whatever fucking word t describe me for liking you. if this is the case, then i'll be one. one bitch who cant get you out of the mind. u do realise i dont want to forget you and i dont wna leave you as well. deep down i still like you so much. deep down inside i've set my mind to tolerate all that crap u give me. all the pain all the tears all the heartache. im injured so badly.. but im still holding on. holding on so tight. so tight im killing myself every single time i think of you. which is prolly most of the time then. someone i like so much, and he has to do this to me..
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I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
CAN YOU COME BACK TO ME PLEASE.
COME BACK.. COME BACK..
PLEASE COME BACK.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE..
I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO<3
only almost here,
6:17 AM.
